I cant find my old vods and I did not delete them

I streamed multiple months ago and I cannot find them my save streams and publish them as vods was turned on but when I look in my vods section wherever I am I cant find them. If this helps I stream using streamlabs. - I did not know what category this falls under.

It is likely they’ve simply expired. As the help documentation explains, VoDs are only saved for 60 days for Twitch Partners and Amazon Prime members, and 14 days for all other users https://help.twitch.tv/s/article/video-on-demand

Unless you actually go to a VoD and save a highlight from it, it will just expire and after the time above.

Is there any way to get them back?

Is there a place I can find them or do they just get deleted?

They just get deleted unless you highlight them.